my arms have very prominent veins

One project at a time — 
wouldn’t that be wonderful? What
a weird thing. I hardly remember
those teenage years.

Yeah I hate it when people goof on me when I’m skinny

“He needs to eat more”
     is what they used to say

Also
the girl in high school who told me
my forearms were    “freakishly”     small

(The other girl — this
is a different story — who
said she usually liked my androgyny, but
that the bobby pin in my hair was
going
too
far)

Cody is my driver
Rigby’s by my side
he keeps me safe
the entire time

….I wanna play drums more...

shoutout

to my

callout
post

ha ha :(

hey ily
but plz, &
thanks

And then the sad sad
ilove building
things n giving things away
salutations

my arms have very prominent veins
what does that — does that
mean anything

Cody is my driver
Cleans up my life with windshield wipers

I can no longer update my OS
Throw it in the fire
with the eviction notice
I love it when you drive me
to fargo
so i can

someday

accept
my
body

i can no longer suck up this horror
toss it to the cashier with my prescription order

i hate this

thought maybe i finally could feel accepted. feelin like maybe nah. hurts. a lot.